it's odd for body to be making employees sign ndas on their way out door. it's a culture of secrecy that's difficult to square with this idea of the gates foundation being transparent being a humanitarian body. there's also something called the bill chill. this is a researcher started describing this a few years ago. this is the chilling effect what people are afraid to bite the hand that feeds them. that's true of a lot of large and powerful institutions but that chilling effect is especially pernicious with. the gates foundation, because it funds everybody through charitable it can almost take over entire fields or or issues. it's funding the ngos. it's funding the political advocacy, the think tanks, the university these, the news media, even governments. so it just there's a lot of people, institutions that have disincentives from up or speaking out. so all of this makes it difficult for me. i'm a journalist. are other journalists, too, to report on gates to do their jobs of journalism. what makes it difficult is the gates foundation is now donating mon