it's years we've been in this whirlpool of fighting lyme. >> how has ma been for you. you are working two jobs. >> i work full time, two jobs full time, because it takes one salary just to pay for the medical care and still go into tremendous debt to get the help they need. one thing i want to say is that i'm glad to be the parent of these kids. i wouldn't do it differently i think i have an opportunity to bring about some change by coming forward today. it has been a nightmare. it has been morning until night, sometimes up all night trying to arrange care giving for them so i can go to work. days of not having care giving and leaving coolers of food near their bed. things would stay the same with suffering but changing all the time with symptoms. not knowing where to get help. >> i want to talk to you, ari. you look great. you look wonderful. i know this has been a struggle for you to get in this state of health. take me back to that time when you were first sick. >> when i first got sick, we thought maybe it was a cold, maybe then i had the flu, because the symptoms