and i think as much as he wanted to get back the arena, as he called it, into politics, his wife, pat nixon, happy to be away from politics his daughters for the first time, had a kind of normal childhood, if you can call that normal. having your dad as vice president living in manhattan around the corner from central park. but they were you know, they were teenagers. they were reaching teenagers late, teens, early twenties, like many you an important age to be able to be creative and have time and grow intellectually. and so really the first time in their lifetimes being born of the 1940s anything approaching a family that that was normal or had any kind of consistency to it yet nixon said and i think it was in pat buchanan's book, the greatest comeback and also cited otherwise that he thought within a few years he would be he would be dead intellectually, he'd the practice of law didn't stimulate and ultimately he would be dead physically if this went on for too much. so i think he was eager to get back into politics. so testing the waters in 64 and it didn't really go anywhere. 66